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I'm Not Everything I Want to Be(2024)
Status: Released
Date: 2024-10-03
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Time: 1h 31m
The story of the photographer Libuše Jarcovjáková
Overview:
After the Soviet invasion of Czechoslovakia in 1968, Libuše Jarcovjáková, a young female photographer, strives to break free from the constraints of Czechoslovak normalization and embarks on a wild journey towards freedom, capturing her experiences on thousands of subjective photographs.
Languages: Czech.
Countries:
Austria,
Czech Republic,
France,
Germany,
Slovakia
ProductionCompanies: 
Somatic Films
ARTE GEIE
Movie: I'm Not Everything I Want to Be
Top 1 Billed Cast
Libuše Jarcovjáková
Self - Photographer / Narrator (voice)
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I'm Not Everything I Want to Be | Official Trailer | Coming Soon to Klassiki
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