to boyhood, i never knew him
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Archive footage from 2006 - 2010 of a young girl growing up during the ages of four to eight. Only fragments of what is remembered exists. Words from a transgender man float to the surface as fleeting memories go on.
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2022-12-13
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I tried at girlhood. I live in this boyless body.
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